While writing this story I debated a lot of
things, such as what should I share and not share. I decided
that I would lean into the understanding of God to get this
story to you guys. I decided that this was my truth and that
is all that I have to share. I took all the fear in me and wrote
this story. I shared the ups and downs and also gave tips for
how you can handle certain situations. During the
production of this book, I went through some of the
roughest times in my life. At the end I overcame and birth
this baby right on out to you.
-Nikki J., HIV Advocate & Author
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